This Time Without You...

As the holidays come closer, dad, a stronger void is continuing to grow. To be happy right now, in a time that was one of your favorites through out the year, seems almost an impossible task. My head is filled with memories of you from past Thanksgiving's and Christmas'.
Who will say the prayer at our big family dinner now, or spoil Braxton and Peyton, getting them anything and everything that they want for Christmas? Who will make us laugh by trying to figure out how the electronic gifts work? Who will video tape us opening presents, but not really capture anything in the video? Who will we make fun of on Christmas morning because of the robe they are wearing, showing off their bright white legs? Who will fall back asleep as soon as everything is opened? Who will we share these moments with?
No one.
Our holidays, from now until forever, will always have someone missing. No one can replace the space in our hearts that we have saved for you, dad.
You mean the world to us.
I miss you more then I could have ever imagined missing anyone in my life.
I know you will be with us for every holiday memory we make this year without you. But, it will never be the same without you really here.
I love you, dad, with all my heart.
Love, ABBY

Still missing him

It has almost been two months since he has been gone, but it feels like forever. I set up this blog for anyone who would like to post memories or any thoughts. I have many great memories from this guy. He was like a father to me. I can't even count how many times he spent hours working on my cars for me late into the night. Or everytime I got a tire blowout Scott was at my rescue. He did so much for our family I couldn't thank him enough. One of my favorite memories was when Brandon and I had been dating for about a year, and they were working together. One of the guys on the crew wanted to set Brandon up with one of his friends. Scott said," I'll kick his ass, he has a girlfriend, and she's like a daughter to me." At the beginning I could never tell if he liked me or not. He always looked so mean. But when you got to know him he is one of the funniest guys ever and had such a sarcastic personality. He always made sure that the boys and I had everything we needed. The boys adored him. Sometimes I think they liked him better than me. Grandpa was the coolest. He took Braxton to his first movie ever. It was Chicken Little, and Braxton talked about it forever. After that movie him and grandpa were always singing "we are the champions of the world" at the top of their lungs. He taught them so many songs. I think almost everytime I saw him he was singing some kind of song. Half of them I thought he had made up. The day after he passed away Braxton kept asking why everyone was so sad, so we sat the boys on Brandon's lap and told them that Grandpa went to heaven. Peyton laid his head down on Brandon's chest and Braxton started crying. Then he asked what happened and we told him it was just his time to go. He cried for a couple minutes and then he said, "we did a lot of fun things together." How cute is that? Later Grandma told the boys that Grandpa will always be in their hearts though. And Peyton said, " but when he's in my belly I get a bellyache." Later that night Braxton was looking up at the stars and pointed and said, "is that one Grandpa?" It must be difficult for a child to understand the concept of death when I myself don't even understand. He will greatly be missed by these little guys who talk about him everyday. I hope they can always remember him and I can't wait until the day we get to see him again.

Come Grandpa walk with me, help me be the best kid I can be. Take me here and take me there, show me now how much you care. The many hours we share together, will be the times I'll always remember.

This is a song that Scott taught the boys. The quality is not the best because it's from my phone.

Scott Eugene Freeman 1962 ~ 2008 Scott Eugene Freeman, age 46, passed away Sunday, August 17, 2008 in West Valley City, Utah. Born May 5, 1962, the son of Robert and Cleda Thomas Freeman. Survived by his wife, Karen Rockhill Freeman; children, Brandon (Christine), HayLee and Jacklyn; grandchildren, Braxton and Peyton; and his brothers and sisters. Preceded in death by his brother, Mark Freeman. Scott's love in this world was all his family and friends, and watching Nascar with his two best friends, his grandboys. We love you and will miss you. "Later Alligator"


September 2, 2008
Weeks have passed sincethat sad dayWhen the one we lovedwas taken awayGone is the face we loved so dearsilent the voice we loved to hear.What we would give To see you smileTo sit and talk with you a whileYou left a place no one can fillWe miss you Scott and always will.Sunshine passes,shadows fallLove's remembrance out lasts allAnd though the weeks may be many or fewThey are filled with remembrance of you.

Dottie Robison (Kamas, UT)

August 25, 2008
To the Freeman Family: I was saddened and shocked to hear about the death of Scott. I will always remember his bright and beaming smile and the memories of drinking a beer with him and Karen down at "Willies" bar so many years ago! You are in my thoughts and prayers at this time.

Dawn Thomas Nguyen (Kearns, UT)

August 22, 2008
Bob and Cleda,I am so sorry to hear about your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.Much love,Janet

Janet Neitzel (Idaho Falls, ID)

August 22, 2008
To all of the Freeman Family;May the fun times and memories get you through such a difficult time, as a young girl the memories spent with brenda will always be treasured. My deepest sympathy.

Michelle Nelson(Postema) (West Valley City, UT)

August 22, 2008
Brandon,We are so sorry to hear of your dad's passing. We remeber the ping pong games he played. Call us

Paul and Lynnette Peterson (Salt Lake, UT)

August 21, 2008
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and all the family. May God bless you all.

Kim & Adam Byington (Payson, UT)

August 21, 2008
Uncle Bob, Aunt Cleda & Family I am so sorry for your loss. Scott will be missed by everyone, He was always so good to me and my family.My heart goes out to your family in this time and always. If there is anything that I could possibly do, Please let me know. I love you and miss seeing all of you.

Lou Evelyn Petersen [Thomas] (UT)

August 21, 2008

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August 21, 2008
Freeman Family,We are so sorry to hear about you loss. Our hearts go out to you. You are in our thoughts and prayers.Our deepest sympathy,

Craig and Dawna Ramsey (Herriman, UT)

August 21, 2008
Your family is in our prayers, our thoughts are for all of you, Karen and the kids and grandkids, Bob and Cleda and the brothers and sisters.

Roy (Dean'O) Yuill (Kearns, UT)

August 21, 2008
Im sorry for your loss. MY thoughts and prayers are with you. I love you guys

Steve Bowthorpe (Ferndale)

August 21, 2008
Uncle Bob and Aunt Cleda,We know that words can never fully express your sorrow at this difficult time. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. We send our love.

Rory and Vicki Richardson (Queen Creek, AZ)

August 21, 2008
Karen,Our thoughts & prayers are with you and your family.

Sean & Lara Hall (Murray, UT)

August 21, 2008
DEAR UNCLE BOB AND AUNT CLITA I AM REALLY SORRY TO HERE ABOUT SCOTT I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH AND MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND HIS FAMILY LOVE JODI,THOMAS/HEINBACH

JODI THOMAS/HEINBACH (CLEARFIELD, UT)

August 21, 2008
Brandon,The last time I saw your Dad he beatme three times straight at pong.I will miss him greatly.P.S. I think I still owe him six bucks.

Tony S (Kearns, UT)

August 21, 2008
ScottA man that has been a part of my life. A man that has held a place in my heart. I will remember you as long as I live. Not only as a boss, but as a friend... A man with humor and compassion both at the same time. Thank you, for giving us everything you have. As we all move forward, you will always stay in our hearts.

Wes (UT)

August 20, 2008
I am very sorry to here of Scotts passing. I went to elementary with Mark and Scott. I think of them often.

Kathy Knox (Calhoun) (Newcastle, WY)

August 20, 2008
Uncle Bob Aunt Cleda Scotts brothers and sisters, Karen,Scotts children and grand children I am so sorry for your loss. Hold each other tight Love goes along ways. Love you all.Jill Cahoon MacKenzie

Jill MacKenzie (West Bountiful)
August 20, 2008
Freeman Family,We are so sorry for your loss. Please know that you are in our prayers and thoughts. Sincerely,Kenny, Kendra, and Kylie(your old neighbors from Sandy)

Kenny, Kendra, Kylie Jeffs (Sandy, UT)

August 20, 2008
We are so sorry for your loss, our prayers are with you.Our thoughts have been with you daily, may you find the strength to get through this difficult time.David & Darla Sanders

Darla Sanders (Woods Cross, UT)

August 20, 2008
Entire Freeman Family,Please accept our deepest sympathies. The days ahead will be hard to bear, but just know you are in our thoughts and prayers. The Johnson Family (Kirk & Marna, etc)

Audra & Jody Robinson (Johnson) (Coaville, Tooele, & SLC, UT)

August 20, 2008
Freeman Family,I'm sorry for your loss. May our prayers and love be with you!

Tim, Steven, and Tobra Thomas (Burley, ID)

August 20, 2008
Uncle Bob and Aunt Cleda,I was so sorry to hear about Scott, my heart breaks for the lost and the pain you and the family are going through. I wish I had words to comfort you through this difficult time. If I can do anything for you please know that I would, just call me any time, even if it is just to talk, run errands. Sending you love, peace and joy.Aunt Cleda you were always there for my mother and I have always loved and respected you and Aunt Molly for that, thank you.

Cindy Stybe (Sanders) (North Salt Lake, UT)

August 20, 2008
Our thoughts and prayers are with you in your time of grief. May your memories bring you comfort.

Marvin Melody&Zackary Thomas (Lahaina, HI)

August 20, 2008
Christine, Brandon and Boys... We're so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Let us know if you need anything. We are here for you, we love you! BFFL :)

Abby & Nichole (Salt Lake City, UT)

August 20, 2008
Brandon,I have been thinking about you ever since I found out about your Dad. I want you to know you are in my prayers.

Murry Llewellyn (West Jordan, UT)

August 20, 2008
Our deepest sympathy and condolences to you at this very sad time.

Steve & Tamie Johnson (Tooele, UT)

August 20, 2008
I'm sorry for your loss. Scott wasn't just a friend he was family and a brother. Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this time of grief.

Robert & Doris Card (Grantsville, UT)
August 20, 2008
We thought of you today,We thought of you yesterday.Some with think of you in silence,Some will speak your name.Now all we have are memorieswith your picture in a frame.God may have you in heaven but we will always have you in our hearts.Uncle Scott we will all miss you and will always be in our thoughts. I will smile when I think of you but a tear will be in my heart.

Kristina Montgomery (Murray, UT)

August 20, 2008
Tine and B and boys. You know I love you and my heart is with you always. We will all miss Scott very much. He was a very nice man and always made everyone feel at home and welcome. Remember all the good times. Take care of each other. Our love to you guys, Karen and the girls.

Ciree, Sum and Nick (Midvale)

August 20, 2008
Aunt Cleda and Uncle Bob, I am so sorry to hear about Scott. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Love, Renee Thatcher

Renee Thatcher (Elmo, UT)

August 20, 2008
Dear Freeman family: We were so sorry to hear about Scott passing. We have known him and family for a long time. Our prayers are with both the Freeman and Thomas family's.

Joe, Charlotte & family Martinez (West Valley, UT)

August 20, 2008
Aunt Cleda, Uncle Bob and family,Our love and prayers are with you as you grieve the loss of Scott. May Heavenly Father comfort you in the times to come. If there is anything we can do please don't hesitate to ask.Love,Sheri, Ray, Courtney & Cami

Sheri Wojtasek (Woods Cross, UT)

August 20, 2008
Haylee,We are so sorry to hear about your Dad. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Brady, Wendy & Blayne Rich (West Valley City, UT)

August 20, 2008
my heart goes out to you. as our kids grew in the neiborhood and you lost Mark. Dave sends his best him and Scott were buds. Scott was one of the kids who contacted Dave over the years since his wreck.....god bless

george davis (aberdeen, ID)

August 20, 2008
Uncle Bob and Aunt Cleda and Familey,Im so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you all!Love you lots!

Crystal Elliott (Suzettes' Daughter) (New Iberia)

August 20, 2008
We were sorry to hear about your dad Brandon. Take care.

Hope Saville (Taylorsville, UT)
August 19, 2008
We will love and miss you! You are always in our hearts.

John Caouette (West Jordan, UT)

August 19, 2008
Bob and Cleda,I was shocked to hear about Scott... my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.Lisa Larsen (Thomas)

Lisa Larsen (West Valley, UT)

August 19, 2008
I'm truly sorry for your loss, It's been so long since I've seen the family. But my thoughts and prayers are with you

Ila Simonette/Johnson (Syracuse, UT)